March Recap

 

WHAT I READ

• The Bone Houses by Emily Lloyd-Jones

• This Woven Kingdom (This Woven Kingdom, #1) by Tahereh Mafi

• A Far Wilder Magic by Allison Saft

3 books.

PLAYLIST

1.) DARK DAYS by POINT NORTH (feat. JERIS JOHNSON)

“Why I gotta burn it down in ashes / Always messing up my life and I can't fucking stand it / Now I don't trust nobody like the world is on a blacklist / So I make the most of all the madness.”

2.) HONKAI WORLD DIVA by MIKA KOBAYASHI

“Natsukashii koe ga kikoeru no saigo no uta / Hageshiku mi wo dakishime / Awai yume ga shinjitsu no ura ni / Kieru made.”

3.) WIRED by HANDS LIKE HOUSES

“Maybe I’m burned out / Maybe I’m just tired / Maybe I'm played out, weighed down by the way I’m wired? / Maybe it’s my fault, maybe I’m ashamed / What if I fade out, will you all forget my name?”

4.) NEON GRAVE by DAYSEEKER

“Silver lines I don’t think that I will ever find / How to make it right when you fade into the night / I want to know the way it feels / You cheated death but now it’s real.”

5.) SKIN (ALTERNATE UNIVERSE VERSION) by BEARTOOTH

“I’ve been hearing people say they don’t have any pain / They’ve been finding every answer it’s just me that’s insane / Wishing hopelessness is something I might beat in the end.”

6.) MANNEQUIN by NIGHT ARGENT

“I'm just a mannequin with nothing left to hold / Awake inside, paralyzed / It's got me panicking I don't know where to go / To take back what you stole from me.”

7.) EVERYONE'S A SECRET by Lø SPIRIT

“Everyone's a secret / No one lets you in / They only show you pieces, never skeletons / Seven billion rejects "asking for a friend."”

8.) NIGHTMARE by THE DRIIVE

“I'm feeling overwhelmed / I can't escape myself / Sinking in the deepest ocean / Someone pull the plug, I'm broken.”

9.) OATH ORACLE by AMALEE

“We've known what to believe without any doubt / Without any doubt never let us down / We have taken the road for a promise true / For a promise true despite the day of doom.”

10.) MONSTER by OUTSIDER HEART

“Bury me alive then forget / The love that we had shared / Is there a person under there? / I don’t care what’s in your head / 'Cause you’re a monster.”

11.) FIGHTING BACK by BEARTOOTH

“I keep hiding in the sound / Telling lies to try and keep my friends around / I’ve been losing everything / I keep chasing better feelings / I can’t control how it ends only how I react.”

12.) WATERFALL by LAST NIGHT SAVED MY LIFE (feat. DEREK DISCANIO)

“You’re gonna see some things in me / You know that I’ve got a dark side / But when I wear my heart out on my sleeve / I’m not gonna try to hide.”

13.) I STILL LOVE YOU by NIGHT TRAVELER

“Do we just give up? / Like we said we never would / How the hell did it come to this? / I can see you’re gone for good.”

14.) SAD LOOKS PRETTY ON ME  by RIVALS

“Prying eyes don’t see through me / I’ve gotten good at showing teeth / Trying to find my happiness but that’s all dead and gone / Asking all these questions barely hanging on.”

15.) EMPTY by LETDOWN

“It's in my memory but I'm shaking when it / Fails me / You don't know the hell I've been through / You don't know the price I've paid.”

CINEMATOGRAPHY

I binged Bridgerton season 2, and I can't even really tell you why. I didn't even know it was coming out until the day of, and then I was like "Why not?" and since I had the time, went for it. I did think it was better than season 1, I'll give it that, but the whole premise felt very off to me personally and all in all, it was .... eh.